Who am I? he whispered. For years I pretended I was other than I was, and then I gloried that I might return to the truth of myself, only to find there is no truth to return to. I was an ordinary child, and then I was a not very good man, and now I do not know how to be either of those things any longer. I do not know what I am, and when Jem is gone, there will be no one to show me.

The Infernal Devices: Clockwork Angel; Clockwork Prince; Clockwork Princess (ed. Simon and Schuster, 2013) - ISBN: 9781442483989