Tabitha Suzuma Quotes

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As the light begins to intensify, so does my misery, and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong.

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Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves.

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He will think Lochan wasn't loved, but he was, more deeply than most people are in a lifetime.

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He is my soul mate, my fresh air, the reason I look forward to getting up every morning.

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Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past.

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If I keep breathing, then I have to keep living, and if I keep living, then I have to keep hurting, and I can't - not like this.

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Trying to describe my life and feelings to you is like trying to describe coulours to the blind, or music to the deaf. It's simply not possible.

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At what point does a fly give up trying to escape through a closed window–do its survival instincts keep it going until it is physicaly capable of no more, or does it eventualy learn after one crash too many that there is no way out? At what point do you decide that enough is enough?

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I love you in–in every kind of way.' 'I feel like that too...' His voice is shocked and raw. 'It's – it's a feeling so big I sometimes think it's going to swalow me. It's so strong I feel it could kil me. It keeps growing and I can't – I don't know what to do to stop it. But – but we're not supposed to do this – to love each other like this!

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And my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me.

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Lochie. The boy I once loved. The boy I still love. The boy I will continue to love, even when my part in this world is over too.

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The sight of such aching beauty would infuse his soul with pain.

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But I don't want to be fine, not if it means she's going to let go of my hand; not if it means we're going to go back to being polite strangers.

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But whichever form it took it brought with it, in those moments of bitter anguish, such a desperate surge of hope that it was almost untouchable, and flitted away like a golden butterfly into the bright blue sky - beautiful, unreachable and completely transistent.

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And this is something I must accept - even if, like acid on metal, it is slowly corroding me inside.

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She can't just be a face, a body; there has to be more than that, some kind of connection. And I can't connect, don't want to connect, with anyone.

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I mean, at the end of the day, what the hell does it matter who I end up with if it can't be you?

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I might appear confident and chatty, but I spend most of my time laughing at jokes I don't find funny, saying things I don't really mean - because at the end of the day that's what we're all trying to do: fit in, one way or another, desperately trying to pretend we're all the same.

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I am overcome by a feeling of complete detachment. I am a mere object to these people. I am barely human any more.

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You've always been my best friend, my soul mate, and now I've fallen in love with you too. Why is that such a crime?

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At the age of five she has already come to terms with one of the life's harshest lessons: that the world isn't fair.

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You cannot undo the past; you can only learn to live with it, find some way of making peace with it, and move on.

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It's horrible being ashamed of someone you care about; it eats away at you. And if you let it get to you, if you give up the fight and surrender, eventually that shame turns to hate.

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Out of the millions and millions of people that inhabit this planet, he is one of the tiny few I can never have.

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Time has stopped; time is racing. Lochie's lips are rough yet smooth, hard yet gentle. His fingers are strong: I feel them in my hair and on my neck and down my arms and against my back. And I never want him to let me go.

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