One of the first signs of the beginnings of understanding is the wish to die. This life appears unbearable, another unattainable. One is no longer ashamed of wanting to die; one asks to be moved from the old cell, which one hates, to a new one, which one will only in time come to hate.
Bio: Rachel Held Evans was an American Christian columnist, blogger and author. Her book A Year of Biblical Womanhood was on The New York Times' E-Book Non-fiction best-seller list.