Anna Akhmatova Quote

Give me bitter years of sickness,
Suffocation, insomnia, fever,
Take my child and my lover,
And my mysterious gift of song —
This I pray at your liturgy
After so many tormented days,
So that the stormcloud over darkened Russia
Might become a cloud of glorious rays.

"Prayer," translated by Judith Hemschemeyer in Complete Poems of Anna Akhmatova (1989)