I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The trade-off was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I'd chosen nothing.


New Moon (ed. Hachette UK, 2009) - ISBN: 9780748112524


I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting...

I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting...

I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting...

I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting...