This mind is jiggling around trying to find out that perfectness. It is inquiring, trying to investigate the perfectness, which is impossible. To the mind, God is a perfect criminal. He has done such a perfect crime by creating this world that mind cannot trace how He did it. That is why the mind always freaks out about God.

September 1973, Los Angeles, USA, published in Light Reading Vol.1 No.1 Spring 1978 Question on devotion and other answers