I know how this feels: the tightening of the chest, the panic, the what-have-I-done-wait-I-was-kidding. Eating disorders linger so long undetected, eroding the body in silence, and then they strike. The secret is out. You're dying.
Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia (ed. Harper Collins, 2009) - ISBN: 9780061755552