George Orwell Quote

All through my boyhood I had a profound conviction that I was no good, that I was wasting my time, wrecking my talents, behaving with monstrous folly and wickedness and ingratitude-and all this, it seemed, was inescapable, because I lived among laws which were absolute, like the law of gravity, but which it was not possible for me to keep.

The Collected Essays, Journalism, and Letters of George Orwell: In front of your nose, 1945-1950 (ed. 1968)