But oh, how inexpressibly bitter and agonizing it is to feel oneself an outcast from the rest of mankind, as we are in this country! To me it is dreadful, dreadful.... Oh, that I could do much towards bettering our condition. I will do all, all the very little that lies in my power, while life and strength last!
(January 17, 1857). From Journals of Charlotte Forten Grimke