Right now, I wish I'd stayed because I want you at my side. That sounds pretty selfish, but I don't mean it that way. You just never needed me that way; I said it to you once as I was leaving—that you love me, but you don't need me. You don't lean. But I admire that about you, and I could use some of your strength right now.

Aftermath (ed. Penguin, 2011) - ISBN: 9781101543580